Sins Chapter 5

I spoke to my friend everyday. I told them that i'm fine. But i'm not. I pretend to be strong, happy go lucky and react like nothing happen. Seriously, i'm dying right now. I just want to make them happy. But why i'm so stupid until i didn't think about myself? Maybe i want the best for them. Its okay, i'm fine. That's what i always said to them when they asking wether i'm fine or not. I will give them a sweet smile. But is there any light for me to keep going on with my life? So yeah just keep me in the dark. God, help me.